studying
Sunday, May 18, 2008
ohmy ohmyMSTs are a month awayand im not studying for itohmygoshim so stresseddyingdying dying
stressed == dyingcout << " andrea's dead ";
wah fcukim so stressed i introduced c++ programming into my post.it wouldn't work anyway.it's all wrongi hate sturctured programming.i hate digital electronics i hate principles of electrical & electronics engineeringbut i like IDEAS i like Teamwork and Communication Skillscos both are non-examinal modules
im with yixuan nowim supposed to be studyingbut im bloggingi need a life. sad.):cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
someone teach me structured programming pleasepretty please!!
life has been really different without you around
missing you has become my habit,
long ago.
relationships are fragile
break-ups are inevitable.
but why it'd happen to us
so hurriedly.
its you, or is it me,
i thought i've moved on
but reality has pulled me back to square one
fuck this insanity
you've moved on
so why can't i
tell me
it is because of her
tell me the truth
and maybe
i can kick this putrid habit
for good
don't ask questions
just tell me
tell me the truth
i don't believe the lies you told me
the peccant pack of lies
such lies hurt a long way
and i can't express the love-hate feeling i have for you
but i can't say i hate you
'cause i don't really
truth be told,
i still have feelings for you
5 months and 30 days.
this is how long
i have been longing for an answer
i often say i should have slapped you
that night on 4th of december
but
even if i had the chance to do that
i'd rather ask for the truth and walk away
then to hurt u physically
and hurt myself
mentally,
physicallly,
and
emotionally.
i need an answer
i don't want to lie to myself
and help you cover up the scars
that you left in me
i can fegin happiness infront of people i know
but i can't, infront of myself
so tell me,
why?
整个画面是你
想你想的睡不着
Labels: MSTs