mugging at night, -.-
Friday, May 23, 2008
its 2.24am and im awakeokguess what am i doing, playing computer games?no!watching tv? of course not!what am i doing then?..i just bloody mugged finished.okaynot exactly finishedi still have my Digital Electrionics chapter 3 and 4, Structured Programming chapter 5, lab 5 and some qns on lab 4(concerning chapt 5)and my maths.godamithard stuff i've to do at poly. -.-and i actually have to complete my NI multism but i can't access it i wonder why.i feel so shaggg.and i'm going to sleep once i'm done with this entryi think everyone is in their nice comfy bedsfaraway in dreamlanddreaming of their fanatsies, hopesand i only have 3 hrs to regain the energy that i lost todayi mean yesterday,.. today.. urgh whatevertamade. -.-trng just now was a bummer 'cause i had to rush home to revise on my maths 'cause i have a maths quiz later onand i left my handphone with xlthat is precisely why i need to wake up at 6am and drag myself to the mrt station before 7.15amdamnitbloody technologymakes me hard to live without itit's funny eh?like even thoughwe know the fact thatthe radiation from the handheld device causes us harmwe still use it everydaygoddamnit.the fact that its going to be 3am is creeping the shit out of me.i need my handphone):my handphone gives me comfort la. i'm seriousthe fact that i know that i can call anyone when anything happenscomforts me, GREATLY.boredom.should i go to sleep? i should, shouldn't i? hmmohmyi was blog-hopping awhile agoand i landed on a friend's blogand we were such good friends i used to thinknow it seems that this person has changed andnot the person i used to know anymorei'm kinda sad, really,(that's why i'm lamenting, right?)'cause, after what i've been through,all the cold wars,all the confronts.makes my heartbreakthe change in her is blatanti thought we made a really good team in the pastbut now,if i were to play with her agn,we might not make it workmaybe it was another side of her i never noticedand now she might not even see me as a friendso, im kinda sad, really. hmm if you were here to hold me through the night
i could just die in your arms
no regrets, no tears, just a smile
and i miss you so
tell me, is it me you're dreaming of now.
is it our past that's making you do that
but it can't be
'cause
we didn't really have much of a past
i could spend my entire life missing you
but i know i've got to move on
but
that's not going to happen soon i guess.
//there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless i wish i could be
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
and everyday i spend a little of my time
to find songs that puts my feelings into lyrics
about you.
it's all about you