moodyy
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
babys gotta work and he cant msg me.. except on sundays. but on sundays he usually has to accompany his family so i dont really know how can he msg me. its really sad. i'm really sad. i dont know why. RAWR. i miss him so much. badly, even. i didnt know i could need so someone so much. man, i dont know what to do. or what i can do. its killing me softly. from the inside out. SADdness and ENVY engulfs me when i see other couples being lovey dovey. its so sad. and i think im starting to despise myself for needing him so much. i dont think its right. and i dont think he needs me that much either. i'm convinced that this is not right bt i think i like him too much to pull out now. im missing him more and more everyday. and i cant stop myself from thinking about him. i try to be understanding but the truth is im not. i do not understand anyhting at all. but love works in a funny. i beieve that whoever that has tasted love agrees with me. god, im so clingy and i hate myself for that.
do you have th feeling when sand gets into your eyes and you cant open em'? and you start to tear..
love hurts when you do it rightLabels: love hurts when you do it right